

something, chapter 9 "every living creature on earth dies alone."something, chapter 9 by ~cecurley
i have come to realize
that this world is impossible to fully understand
yet as i'm sitting here typing this, i am in a completely tranquil state
i could not be more at peace with the world.
it's hard to breathe, but he's told me that
the more you think, the less real it is
sometimes all i can do is think
i want to share my thoughts with the world, i want to make a difference
but i'm only one person, what can i do?
there's so much beauty in the world
people don't realize this
despite war, poverty, racism, all that bullshit
if everyone could just realize what i've realized
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something, chapter 8 i absolutelysomething, chapter 8 by ~cecurley
need to write this down
i am not exaggerating in the slightest
my mind is overburdened with these feelings of pure ecstasy
this is a crude example
but my heart feels like a balloon
there's so much pressure on it
i feel like it's going to explode
i'm trying to tell myself to relax,
but i truly, honestly
can't.
i am experiencing the most amazing body high
and the best thing is
my drug is him
i need to run
i want to go outside, in the blistering cold
just to make sure this is real
i feel so light headed
i'm on the verge of passing out, it seems
it doesn't sound pleasant, i know
but this is pure bliss to me
euph


something, chapter 7 this man that is now in my life, is all i could've ever asked for.something, chapter 7 by ~cecurley
all i ever wanted, and he wants the same as me.
he just wants to be loved
i know i've said this before
but i think i'm in love.
this man is absolutely flawless
both physically and mentally.
in my eyes at least
i want him to know that he is the one.
he believes i would leave, for another
he doesn't know..
he doesn't know how much..
i care so deeply for him.
i have never had these feelings.
when i see his smile, and i know that it was caused by me
my heart will flutter in my chest
and when i can see him looking straight at me, it leaves me breathless.
without wo